In Each Generation A Child In Our Family Commits Suicide, And Nobody Knows Why

I had made my way into the kitchen, which housed the basement door. It was ajar, and a soft light streamed from inside. I peered down the dark stairs, but I couldn’t see my brother. Still, I knew that something was down there.

“Shelby, hurry up! Thomas wants to play. I want to play. You’ll play with us, won’t you, Shelby?”

A shiver crawled up my spine. What if this wasn’t my brother? But… it sounded like him. And I couldn’t take any chances – if he was down there and something happened to him, I knew I’d never forgive myself.

Taking a deep breath, I started down the stairs.

The first few steps I took slowly because I was still very afraid, the sinking feeling in my stomach telling me that I was sealing my own fate.

The next few steps I took slowly because it felt like something was blocking the way. My legs seemed sluggish, as though they had been weighted down. I was practically sloshing through the air, trying to reach the bottom of the stairs.

I was about halfway down the staircase when, suddenly, everything went dark and I started to scream.

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When I opened my eyes, I was in my father’s arms, being pulled out of the swimming hole in the woods.

I was soaked all the way up to my chest, and I shivered as he pulled me into his arms. My mother was screaming, my father was answering her, and I was dreadfully confused.

“What happened?” I asked, grabbing my father like a lifeline.

“Your mother woke up and you were gone… the door was open and we came out here on instinct. We saw you walking into the water, trying to drown yourself…”

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Rona Vaselaar

Rona Vaselaar is a graduate from the University of Notre Dame and currently attending Johns Hopkins as a graduate student.

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