Paul Barker

  • Most Harvard Students Are Virgins, And Other Fun Facts

    Most Harvard Students Are Virgins, And Other Fun Facts

    Only 35% of Harvard freshman have ever had sex. Nationwide, 47% of students have sex before they graduate high school.

  • What It Feels Like To Get Shot By A Gun

    What It Feels Like To Get Shot By A Gun

    I was meek, desperate, gargling on my own blood.

  • Things I Learned When I Was Taking A Lot Of Drugs

    Things I Learned When I Was Taking A Lot Of Drugs

    Roxicodone (Roxy, for short) comes in tiny blue pills. So tiny, in fact, that I would often lose them in my room and not find it until weeks later. Misplacing your drugs is always the worst feeling, but you could take solace in knowing that you would find them again when you were least expecting…

  • You Need To Know That You Broke My Heart

    You Need To Know That You Broke My Heart

    It's all a game we play. You're not supposed to know how much power you had over me. You're not supposed to how much I thought about you, how often I thought about what were you doing, how often you reduced me to tears.

  • Can You Love A Monster?

    Can You Love A Monster?

    My brother is messed up. Even though we've become "close" in the last few years, I still acknowledge that he's a person with serious rage issues. I knew things weren't going so well between he and his girlfriend. He had cut her off from her old life when they started dating and subsequently made her…

  • I Have An Irrational Fear Of HIV

    I Have An Irrational Fear Of HIV

    I get tested every three months not because I need to, but because I have a sick fear that is obviously rooted in some other mental disturbance. HIV just gets to be its face.