Mariya Hoque
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Mariya Hoque
I’m Tired Of Being The One Who Always Cares More
I say “sorry” because I want you to tell me that it is not my fault, that it was never my fault and that it is you, that it has always been you. I’m tired of apologizing for you. And I’m tired of you letting me.
What No One Tells You About Being Alone
They don’t understand how much they mean to you no matter how hard you have tried to show them. They don’t know that they each hold a piece of your heart and without them, you will always be incomplete.
Sweet Girl, Don’t Let Your Depression Hide You
You know how to stay strong for others because no one understands the feeling of being alone, weak and being terrified better than you. You can help them become the best version of themselves because you always see the best in everyone, even when they always see the worst in you.
You Are Here Because Your Story Isn’t Over — Don’t Let Depression Win
You become more isolated than ever while continuously telling yourself that you’re okay. Better days are ahead. Yet, you’re not sure how far ahead those days are. And how long you can keep living this way for a day that may never come.
Even Though You Didn’t Want Me, I Will Always Be There For You
I know I would be lying if I said you don’t mean anything.
If Nobody Would Judge Me, This Is How I Would Live
If nobody would judge me, I would admit that I was jealous. I was jealous of her. I was jealous of everything you had with her that I spent my lifetime wishing you may one day have with me.
If You Ask Me If I Love You, I’ll Lie
I won’t admit I have been walking everywhere with my head down because I don’t have the strength to look up and face a world in which ‘we’ will never exist.
I’m Glad You Were Never ‘Ready’ Because It Led Me To Someone Who Was
I don’t want a fool who needs to keep searching for something more when I had already given him everything I had. I don’t want a boy who is not “ready” because I am not someone who is okay with being put on hold so you can test out your other options.
I Hope Next Time Our Love Will Be Different
Every time I look at myself the only thing I see is everything that you didn’t want and everything I couldn’t be.
The Unedited Truth Behind The Things People Say To Me About My Depression
“You are just stressed. Don’t make it an unnecessary issue.”
I’m Spending This Time Loving Myself So I’ll Be Ready To Love In The Future
But until then, I refuse to believe my happiness is dependent on romantic relationships when the connections I have with life can give me so much more than what another human being can bring.
20 Little Reminders I Tell Myself When I Can’t Sleep At Night
If everything you did was not good enough for them, then they are the one who is not good enough for you.