Kirstie Devine

After you left, I lost everything. Or at least it felt like that for a while.

“Life will find its way to all work out even when you don’t think it will and you’re trying to hold it together when you want to cry and feel so lost. Just keep going.”

So, to all the boys I gave my heart to, thank you.

This is what you deserve.

You looked a lot taller than the last time I saw you, but maybe that’s because I finally got to see how small I felt around you.

As much as I think about everything I’ve been through and the amount of change I’ve endured, I wouldn’t change a single thing.

I told myself I was never going to fall so fast.

The truth is, we can’t control when our time will be up. Even under unfortunate circumstances, like when we’re told we have a certain amount of time left, we never know for sure. 

I’m proof that the light will come back to you when you thought you lost it for good.

I want to be so happy that screaming from rooftops won’t be enough to express how I feel.

I chose to numb the pain with liquor and guys to keep me company and hold me close, if only for a second. I thought I needed them to save me.

You’ll never get to see how good I am now.