Kendra Syrdal

You are a red flag I chose to ignore. A 20×20 crimson warning saying: “No! Don’t do it! Damaged upon arrival!!!”

It is four in the morning, I am sobbing so hard I can’t catch my breath, I have fresh tattoos on my wrists and all I can think about is ripping them off to see if the ink will come up with them.

15. “I’m not like other girls.”
Bullshit.

35. Clean your phone. That thing is really dirty.

3. Tinderella.

There’s no such thing as hidden meanings. You have to listen to what they say when the words come tumbling from their mouths. Even when those words taste bitter and are difficult to swallow.

3. Agree to activities we aren’t into but that we know you’ll be amped for.

9. “Why aren’t you vegan?”

12. “I have a really terrible headache and I know you’re going to make it worse.”

He called me crazy, threatened to “show me what he could do” if he ever saw me in person, and laughed off any semblance of my being offended.

You’ll be forgiven, mostly forgotten, and you’ll only exist in pieces like the remnants of a bad dream or a scar that hasn’t totally faded. But I’ll haunt you for the rest of your life.

Who knew there were this many Sam Smith remixes?