Jessica Ferguson

If you put full force into it, it can happen. I promise.

I don’t want to be put back on depression medicine again. It makes you feel numb and out of it. It makes you stare into space and forget where you even are. It makes you sleepy and it makes you not hungry.

They don’t tell you that 3 months down the line it still hurts like hell. You’ll be sitting in your room at 3am and out of nowhere you start thinking about what he’s doing, if he’s okay and if he’s happy.