Remember This When You’re Searching For Yourself
It's not about the power anymore, nor belonging, nor the truth. It's about how much love you give to this world full of darkness, to the people you care, to the things you want to see growing.
By 
Erina Yamada
The truth is, you always find yourself something missing. There is no perfect state for you to feel complete, all the time.
The truth is, you always find yourself lost somewhere in the middle of nowhere. No matter how far you go, no matter how deep you went through, you are lost.
The truth is, you always find yourself being so empty. Even though you feel like you have everything you want, you feel torn apart.
Deep down inside, we are always searching for affection. No matter how we seek independence, we don’t want to be alone.
At the end of the day, it’s not about what is right or wrong, what is true or false.
What matters most is the sense of being we have when we have strong faith on something we cannot see.
We are trying to hold on to something we cannot predict even though we are afraid of knowing the fact that fantasies cannot really protect us, but it will definitely saves us from our dreadful thoughts.
It’s all about the connection we make to other people, community, nature, other living things or to the omnipotent. It’s all about how we feel through the links we created with the outside world.
It’s not about the power anymore, nor belonging, nor the truth. It’s about how much love you give to this world full of darkness, to the people you care, to the things you want to see growing.
If these will make you feel more alive, then follow its path.
Because no matter how you conform in the place you belong to, you will always find something is “missing” if you are not allowing yourself to find your own calling. 
