To My Future Husband

The nights when I wake up with my heart thumping in my chest, I feel like I am having a heart attack, I reach for my phone and call you right away. Thank you for answering the phone, for being the reason I do not drive myself to the ER. When I am scared and feel so alone you are there to calm me down and to take me back to Earth you bring me back.

Future husband to be I am sorry for my anxiety and know that I am working to get better, but these times are hard and

I am pushing through each and every day.

Thank you for loving me for who I am, you know that you are my rock sweetheart. For years I have suffered with self-doubt, but with your help and your guiding hand I know that I can get through anything.

No one can make you stay, but you choose to stay you chose to stay the good, the bad, and the ugly that cloud our vision you can see through all that and speak to my soul. I cannot promise that this pain will go away tomorrow, next month, or even next year, but I do know that I will have you by my side to take down these walls brick by brick till death do us part.