Cassie Gacott

She wants to refuse to be somewhere near him
and to see him once more after such a long time,
but something about the fact of seeing him
draws her to be here, anyway.

Looking into your eyes,
my well-kept pain slowly intensifies
because I know that what I am about to do will hurt you.

I needed to breathe slowly to stabilize my system, to look away to drive away this weird feeling, and to think of other thoughts for I am not liking those that are crossing my mind.