Caitlin Collinsworth
Articles by
Caitlin Collinsworth
An Attempt At Explaining Something That Can’t Be Explained
I was in it for him. There in the space, in any space we could occupy together.
Hard Things To Say
There are many questions I never know how to answer with my voice.
One Year In New York
Will the spinning ever stop? Did our hands ever touch?
These Are Our Differences
You are sleepy eyes and quiet smiles.
Who You Will Meet
You will meet someone who loves you.
Commuting In The Snow
All of our hands were gripped tight to something. Phones, poles, ourselves.
These Are My Mistakes
I’ll tell you what my first mistake was. It was thinking it could be different.
We Will Exist In Words
Whatever we were, whatever we are, sealed inside here so I won’t have to wonder.
Diary Of A Juice Cleanse
Day one of the cleanse and I feel pretty okay.
What You Would Hear
If you were listening you would’ve heard the snow.
His Meaning Of Delta
I looked up more meanings, the delta can also mean uncertainty.
Seven Years Of Love
I fell in love in the dorm rooms. The concrete walls and a lack of sleep.
Anyone Can Call You Beautiful
Don’t look at him or his pretty words. Anyone can call you beautiful, but few can feel it underneath. It’s just a word to fill a void, as though it’s any description of who you are.
Maybe One Day I Will Meet You
And maybe one day I’ll be reading a book at the Laundromat. Some movement will catch my eye and then I’ll see you taking your clothes out of the dryer.
The Snow, The Frozen Rain, Why Not Us?
I was at a bar and it was so dimly lit. I wanted to laugh and tell you the menu must be terrible. They wanted it to be hidden, must be way we ere in the dark.
Not Everything Broken Is Useless
I could see my exhales in the air. My roommate and I were told not to walk under the tracks at night.
Honestly, What The Hell Did He Want Me To Say?
The man behind me asked if I had ever tried a kale muffin. I replied no and he hadn’t either. He offered to split one as he sat down next to me on a bench.
There Are Times When I’m Alone And Where He Is
There is a skylight over my bed where I can gaze and see planes fly past at night. The blinking of lights where I imagine lovers being taken home. Their red and tired eyes sore for something familiar.