Becky Curl

You taught me that.

Sometimes I picture how different life could have been had I not chosen this path. 

It’s ironic that the thing we need protection from also seems to be the only thing that can protect us.

All I ever wanted was for you to come back, and now I’m not so sure I ever needed that wish to come true.

This is the most crucial day of your life.

Some days, I love my eyes.
And others, they only remind me of all of the trauma they have seen.

I don’t know why I thought you would ever give that up for me.

Sometimes at night, I put on beautiful lingerie even though I am going to bed alone.

You are complete on your own. They cannot take that truth from you.

I was the darkness you thought you needed until you realized that you didn’t.

Maybe we are all guaranteed a soulmate in this life but what kind of time we get with them is not.

Call it hypocritical or just plain sad, but I don’t know if I will ever be able to give my body the respect I know it deserves. It is like no matter what I do I will never be satisfied.

But whenever they tell you that you will find this love again know that actually, you will not.

You can only run for so long before everything catches up with you.

Through you, I learned more than just the happiness love can bring to you.

Why would you make me believe I actually meant something to you, like I was special, when all you were doing was collecting girls in different cities so you could live your best life while you uprooted theirs. 

I want to believe so badly that everything we had was real, but now I am not so sure if any of this adds up.

I hope you can become more willing to give yourself what you need, not what you feel like you should want.