Becky Curl

I loved you, so I left. If I was in love with you, I never would have been able to leave. I just didn’t realize that leaving does not always mean you have found the end. 

It is not that I’m not tired, I am absolutely exhausted 99% of the time, and it’s not that I do not want to sleep. I would give anything for a good night’s rest.

This time we will be able to see the danger before we meet it. But what we never prepare ourselves for are the moments where we ourselves create the danger.

This is the part where you realize that the distance between us may be too great, so you do what you do best: disappear.

There has never been a doubt in my mind that you are exactly where I am supposed to be. My safety net. My home.

It’s time to forgive yourself. It’s okay.

I just want to be myself.

We don’t always get to choose the paths we are taken down.

I wish I could say this was all a change in circumstance bringing us together, but unfortunately, we are still playing the same game. It’s your favorite one where you come and take what you need to feel whole again and then move on to the next part of your life, all while I’m left behind wondering why I let it get this far.

I know you are scared, and you are tired right now. That feeling won’t necessarily go away in the next few years, but you will learn that it is okay to let yourself feel.

Did she know you still wanted me when you were with her?

Let him build his life with a woman who fits into the cookie cutter lifestyle he has tried so desperately to fit you into and let yourself run free to what it is that you truly want.