Bea Isabelle Alvarez
My inability to feel gives me the ability to write.
Articles by
Bea Isabelle Alvarez
This Is Why You Should Stop Giving A Fuck
People belittle you for things they haven’t even experienced themselves.
What If I’m Actually Meant To Be Alone?
What if the reason why things never work out is because I don’t really know who I am when I’m with someone? What if I really show the best of who I am when I keep my distance from love?
I Am Not Asking For Happiness, I’m Just Asking For The Pain To End
We often mistake chasing bliss and hoping for suffering to stop as two similar ideas — they aren’t.
The Truth Is That I’m Scared To Fall In Love Again
Why is pain greater for the one who has loved the most?
Sometimes We Choose To Stay Because We’re Afraid To Be Alone
Being alone does not equate to being lonely.
For The Person Who Always Feels Like They’re Second Best
You have to start prioritizing yourself, because the people you expect to do this for you won’t.
This Is Why We Run Away When We’re Close To Discovering Ourselves
Strange, isn’t it? That we have this deep desire inside us to search for our purpose, for the meaning of life, yet once we see hints of getting closer to the answer, we stop.
I Don’t Have To Get Over You To Let You Go
I don’t want to wait for our memories to turn into nightmares I’d rather forget, nor do I have to wait for the remaining love I have for you to be fully exhausted.
An Open Letter To The Person He Loved After I Left
You now hold a part of me I never intended to let go of.
When You Mold Yourself Into Who Others Want You To Be, You Only Hurt Yourself
It’s going to be an endless battle if you keep hesitating to accept who you are and not allowing people to see the beauty in that, to genuinely love you for that.
You Need To Stop Looking For Him In Everyone You Meet
Looking for someone in everyone else you meet is unfair. It’s unjustifiable.
Your Pain Demands To Be Felt, So Feel It
Feel the pain; embrace it until you turn numb. Let it in and make it stay before you let it all go.
Say This Prayer When Life Feels Unfair
Lord, guide me as I walk through this challenging journey.
If Only He Was Still Alive
I wonder if he wants me to stop crying while writing this, heck I even wonder what he thinks of the things I write.
You Never Failed To Make Me Feel Unloved
I should have been aware that we weren’t going to last long. I was blinded by my love and how you took all of it for granted, filling yourself up, ceaselessly watching me drain alone.
This Is Why I Had To Stop Running After You
It isn’t because I don’t deserve you, it is because you do not deserve me.
For The Person Who Worries A Little Too Much
You are so much more than your worries and fears