Ashlee Valentin

You made me realize that life is a dull as I allow myself to perceive it. I think that has been the most prominent thing I’ve learned from you and your way of living. 

I want you to know that, no matter what I’m going through, there is always room in my heart for you. 

All we need is that one thing that has the power to pull us from the black hole I know so well. 

You loved hurting me. You loved being dishonest. 

You were never mine, but, oh, how I wish you had been. 

There were no rules or reservations in loving you.

That’s what I had fallen in love with. Your want to want me. When that was gone, I was left with nothing and I came down from that high you had me on. 

We knew that love was beautiful and complex, but we also understood that love wasn’t easy.

It’s disgusting to think that the one person I thought would never hurt me did the most damage, but that’s the twisted part of love no one ever talks about.

You were a flame in the darkness. You have always been everything I needed. 

When you make me angry and upset, I still love you and I haven’t doubted that since the day I first met you. 

Our love was too fierce to handle, it grew too big too fast and we are both in shambles because we were always trying to match our feelings and our actions and there were too many expectations on both ends.