Allie Score

You never want to believe the end of something is truly the end. For me, it wasn’t the end and I’m still here– sitting, wishing, and waiting for the end to come. And while I do that I receive snapchat after snapchat from you.

Maybe I’m simply waiting for the day to login Facebook and see that you’re in a new relationship.

I hope you find someone who can give you everything I never could. I hope the two of you thrive together.

I’ll never forget the first time I saw you after we broke up. I’ll never forget how sick I felt, as if I was going to collapse then and there.

They have seen friends talk about life, and friends laughing so hard that tears fall from their eyes.

I do not know how to rid myself of you. “I don’t know what I want right now” is your current standing and that I understand.

The leaves change, apple cider fills the shelves of the grocery store, and I crave apple cider donuts. At the same time, I crave you all over again.

How do you let go of something that’s so familiar? The same thing that made you feel alive, and invincible? It doesn’t happen all in one day that’s for sure.