Alexandria Brown

I miss you the most late at night. Late at night when I’m alone wondering what you’re doing.

I’m going to weather this storm. I’m going to go full force into it and hope that somehow I make it out with little to no damage. That somehow if there’s a hurricane coming for me that you’re there to guide me through it

The negativity at the back of your mind reminds you how worthless you are and how right now, good luck seeing good in anything.

Why do we stop loving with our inner child? Because it’s easy to let a child make the decisions when there’s no grown up repercussions.

Good people don’t make others feel less than. They don’t control them with horrible words or extort their insecurities.

Maybe you don’t see it right now. I know it definitely doesn’t feel like it but you are. There is someone who loves you and wants you to be OK.

Whoever said love isn’t work is extremely stupid. Love is another full time job on top of your already full time job. Even though it’s work, it’s the most fulfilling job in the world if you find the right partner to do it with.

Your heart stings a bit when you think about how they talked about their own heartache. It reminds you that no one is exempt from experiencing heartbreak.

But was it the sex or the person I wanted? Was it the person who had told me the things I needed to hear versus the things I wanted to hear always that made me keep wanting to come back for more?

That’s the thing about reflection. Sometimes the deeper you dig the more things you see that you don’t like. Things you desperately want to change.

You are where you are supposed to be right now. And if you’re not happy with something? Change it.

It’s so easy to find satisfaction in such a short time when you can type out a message that makes the other person throw on a pair of jeans and make the trek to your place.