I Miss You But I Don’t Know How To Tell You

I miss you but I don’t know how to tell you.

I miss you because I’m the best version of myself when you’re around.

I miss you because you make me feel safe, happy, and comfortable.

I’m complicated, and I don’t always know what I want, but I know that I keep finding myself in our conversations, and I just miss hearing your voice.

So I suppose that’s not just a coincidence, and I guess that this is me finally gathering the words to tell you how I feel.

You’re the only person I know who’s only ever focused on the good in me, you’ve always encouraged me to be who I am.

I miss that.

I miss having someone who just understood me.

You always made sure that I knew how amazing you thought I was, you brought out the absolute best in me.

You’ve always told me that I could be anyone I wanted to be, well I want to be that girl again, but I can’t be that girl without you.

I miss you and I don’t know how to tell you without sounding pathetic.

Some days, it’s easier to just ignore my feelings because it just feels like things have changed too much, and I’ve messed up too much to get it all back, but other days I just can’t put you out of my head.

Some days, I have to force myself not to text you, I have to keep myself busy, I have to hold my head up and try not to think about it.

I don’t want to miss you, but I can’t help it.

I’m in a constant war with myself, part of me thinks it’s time to move on but part of me can’t. I can’t stop.

I’m trying so hard not to miss you.

You’re my happy place.