What I Typed On Mushrooms On October 23 2011
thinking ‘who would “get” this’
ems8o thr informs790-
rms8
is information no longer recordable
thought ‘you can’t die from this’ and felt significance
memory of a position, outsidie of oneself
memory of something outside oneself
remembering a prior thing, no long34 rememb3ring
the significnce of my inability to type this
isnt it weird im having so much trouble typing this sentence
i cant feel wetness
i cant remember anything
im not sure what an outside perspective would think
this is all being recorded from some future viewpoint looking back like a spotlight shining on the past and in the darkness glimpsing anything
it would be more productive to be watched
but by who
why am i resting between anything
actually i can keeo going nonstop
no satisfaction
why isnt this ending
im expecting an end
remember the other time??
yes/.
so what
something new needs to be constructed in secret
i’ve left a trail of insane information that can’t be found but already is known
so what…
save. stop.
go back to the other thing….
inability to experience with humor
remember [pointng motion]